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Hey Blogger's and Bloggerista's!!!
To explain my title.... It has come to my understanding that ppl feel the NEED to tell me about myself L:ATELY!!! (clearing my throat)...you know who you are!
Yes... This bum in my school told me that I was negative...
Mind you... Dude is a LOSER-BEYOND -LOSER!!!
Now I know have a couple disorders, but who doesn't!
I know that I am...
- Judgemental ... Judging someone is in our nature... when you first meet someone you have your subconscious thoughts... But voicing the judgement out-loud or to someone is (in a high pitch Mr. Borown fron Tyler Perry plays) JACKED UP! I just wait to get to know you a little better until you start asking me about my Opinion on your personal life and I give you the BRUTAL Honest truth...(Insider:Random/ all ppl feel the need to discuss their personal life with me all the time)... But I can't help I am real... I don't mean to hurt ppl or make them feel that I am RIGHTEOUS... When I am NOT! I am far from perfect... TOO FAR! I do not believe I am better and refrain from discussing my personal life to not be judged by others! I wish ppl could see or understand that!
- Sarcasm ... I think it is the best part of my personality... When ppl meet me, I like for everyone to feel comfortable and happy... For example, meeting a sexy girl for the first time... I may lie to them about recognizing them from school when I have never met them at all... Draw them in on the converstaion, then tell them the truth and they notice that I am outgoing, I have a lovely personality and a sense of humor! Sometimes my sarcasm is expressing truth and ppl still think I am joking... SMH!
- Control-Freak ... This is the part of me that I hate... I hate trying to control ppl... I hate that ppl don't see or notice that this is something that I am struggling and trying to fight... I hate this charateristic... I don't run into prolems with folks i have just met or my intial peeps ... Only people who are REALLY CLOSE to me is where the problems lie... I want to fix it... I am just so use to having things my way or NO WAY!... I HATE THAT SIDE OF ME SOOOOO MUCH!!!
I think we all have sides of our personalities we love, we hate, and we can't control... the only thing we all can do is struggle to be better for tomorrow!
you control freak!! lol. I think people who fear commitment are the MAJOR control freaks...its in one of my older blog entries and I don't want to elaborate on your blog..lol. great reading!
ReplyDeleteI try really hard to catch what I say to my friends cause I mean I can be very judgemental and sometimes I don't know when to stop. I think it's all just a matter of really thinking before you say something which may seem stupid but it works for reals...
ReplyDeleteI agree with you both!...
ReplyDeletePPL read me wrong!!!!!!!
But then again...they do al i have points...
I am in progress of becoming a better person...
I just hate when situations and ppl are in disorder...its like, "GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER!"
lol, Good Shit, I'm a fuck with yalls blog.
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