Thuggin' Ain't EASY!

So here we go!

This little Songwriter from East Orange, NJ is still striving for EXCELLENCE!

I wish I could get ppl to see How good I am... Hmm What can I do?

I feel in my SPIRIT if I could just have a MINUTE!!!! ONLY A MINUTE w/ Kanye!

I could sway him!

I know that this sound sooooo CLICHE'!

But I am soooooooo SERIOUS!

My music is a bit contagious to a listeners ear!

I just need to tug harder at my opportunities!

This year is the YEAR to MOVE MOUNTAINS!!!!

Not only am I coping a Degree, but also a CAREER!!!

LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN!

*Football Gut BUMP!*

LOL!

P.S. My youtube page shall be revealed SOOON!!!! YAY!

CRAZY Sssshhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOLA BLOGGETS!

I told you all I would be back!

And I am here to STAY!!!

So.. Mini-Update!

My world is a bit complicated when it comes to music production!

But me creating melodies and lyrics are SUPERB and more polished!

I am So very proud of my latest materials!

I am starting up my youtube page!

*BITES NAILS*

I am doing it up w/ a photoshoot and more.... I was told by one of my DOPE homies that I am a package and need to be presented properly... So I am polishing this amazing PACKAGE that I am! lol...

I have a publishing company and I have copywritten my ISH! so LEGGO! lol

• Sidebar: One of my friends who is talking to some guy was told, "To go to hell!".... Now they aren't in a relationship but they are definitely interested in one another... When she brought this topic up I LAUGHED HYSTERICALLY!.... I think he texted that to her... Who does that?.... My pride would make that the last convo via, text or anywhere else... I doubt he was joking and I doubt he meant it... but still... its kinda weird that they are simply taking steps to a relationship and he tell her something like that... hmm... Of course there was a previous convo that led to to that... but YEEESH! lol

AHHHH SHUT UP!!!!! It's 2011!

DRIVEN BEYOND!

I spent the NEW YEARS in CHURCH!

PRAISING THE LORD!

Yup!

I feel like this year is the YEAR OF MY EVOLUTION!

From a BOY to BOY WITH MONEY!!!!

KNOW THAT!

I am pursuing my Dreams and not blaming anyone but myself for my ALLEGED DOWNFALL or MISTAKES!

It's all about Persistence!

I am going to attempt to update this ASAP! like before...

I need blogging in my life!

It a major RELEASE for real!

M.I.A. & No Shame!

Yup Folks...

I am guilty of of treating my blog like a STEP CHILD!!!

I am the WORST PARENT EVER BLAH BLAH BLAHHHHH!!!!!

But Never Fear... I am back "Allegedly"...

I initially started this blog to help me release, but got caught up in

catering to readers...SMH!!!

I think I have lost soo many followers and probably got kicked off many

of the followers pages too!

Oh Well...

I need to treat my page As it suppose to be treated! FOR ME AND ME ONLY!

I Don't care about catering... It took the fun out of blogging and made it a job!

I need to go back to talking about what I want!

Like School!...

I am graduating this coming Spring!

You can all hold your applauses or continue.. It doesn't matter!

But trying to close fall Semester is a DAMN killer!

I have a 15 to 20 page paper to type... That is not even an issue...

The issue is I keep on telling ppl and worrying about it.. When i should just shut up already and start the damn paper! I am becoming LAZY by the minute, which is a major sign that I NEED to EXIT SCHOOL ASAP!... Before FLUNK OUT!... I doubt that would ever happen, but DAMN! I can't take Homework and lectures anymore!!!

I need to start in my profession!

I am now in search of an internship for the summer in the Music industry!

Honestly I need some prayers for me to FOCUS and complete things I START!

Thanks & PEACE FOLKS!

Famous-Amos!!!

Yup... I have MADE-IT!!!
But Not quite! lol

ON RUTGERS CAMPUS!!!
I am FAMOUS! "Allegedly!"

I broke into their LEGENDARY NEWSPAPER! FRONTPAGE!

I thought was for political-ish and FOOTBALL-ONLY!!!

But your boy...SPIFFSTAR!!!!

MADE IT !

I couldn't believe it...

Now ya'll I did not really have a hook-up... and I believed that my pic was gonna be SUPER SMALL!

But I MADE IT!!!!

As a singer/songwriter...

I was AMP'D!!!!

I had performed twice on campus my 2 famous songs..."FaithFul" and "Matinee" at 2 different events... THE FRESHMEN HAVE GOTTEN A WHIFF OF ME!!!

In one of my lecture hall classes... These 3 girls told me they loved my performance and how they looked all over the net for the song I sang and I told them i wrote it and it was not up there... they were shocked and asked me to give them a sample...right then and there... AND MY NO SHAME SELF DID!... ADN THEY STARTED TO SCREAM!!!! I have GROUPIES!!!! Who would have thought.... My MIXTAPE IS TAKING LONGER THAN USUAL! BUT SHOULD BE OUT SOON!!!!!

P.S. I made up with someone special in my life... till next time!

YIKES!!! I need a BREAK!

Okay My BAD!!!!

I have been M.I.A...

It's been kinda BUSY BUSY BUSY around me!!!

Ok... I have been so OVERWHELMED!!!!
You know, the "Yes SYNDROME!" YUP!

I have been affected by it!

It has been a bit difficult to use!!!

Every time I turn around my phone has been ringing OFF OF THE HOOK!

I have no time to myself!

Seriously!

I have decided to put my phone on a permanent SILENCE until! FRIDAY!

I really don'worry about my well t want to be bothered with anyone!

I mean I will still be on my Twitter game but... I need "ME-TIME"

I Need to stay focused in my last final year of school & get my life together!

I am Spiritually-Weak & Physically-slacking!

My cardio-game is on point, but my eating habits are out of control!

I need a Balance...

We all need to pull back whenever we feel overwhelmed...

I am honestly am not trying to hurt my friends or make it seem like I am DONE with them, but I am not a damn clown... I need to relax!

And worry about my well-being...

Thanks for being understanding...

Peace

NO Titles??? U TRIPPING!

Yo FOLKS!

Aight...

This Post is about people who try to gives as to

why not having titles in their relationship should not exist!

LOOK IF YOU WANT TO NOT HAVE A TITLE SO BE IT!

BUT DON'T THINK THAT YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS THE BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE's!

Title's are only as big as you make it... meaning...

People have issues and insecurities.

Boyfriend and Girlfriend Titles make it clear for Courtship and a time to test out your loyalty!

If you know you can't handle being in a relationship...THEN DON'T!!!!

Honestly why do people let others control them???

What happen to self-respect!?

You want to be out there dating... Then do so?

If you want to have sex... No that RARELY strings are not attached!!!

LETS GET IT TOGETHER!!!

No titles seems FISHY!!!

If your insignificant other does not want a title MAN-UP or BE A WOMAN and tell them TO GET THE HELL OUT OF YOUR FACE WITH THAT SHIT!!!!

For Real!!! Don't agree to Dumb Shit!!!

In the end you gonna be hurt!!

If you are not in a relationship, then don't you think it gives them room to cheat and have fun, while you trying to prove to them you are loyal!....

Are you kidding me????

SMH!!!!