Friday, January 2, 2009

SHIZZLE has FINALLY HIT THE FAN!


ER-KAY!


So I am blessed and thankful for another year.
But a state of Depression has definitely bestow upon me.
I created this blog for only entertainment purposes of events in my life.
Right now I am definitely not feeling what's going on in my life, besides my:


  1. Health

  2. Families Health

  3. Shelther, Clothing and Food

  4. REAL Friends and way more



I think that I need to disappear for a while... not from blogging,
But from the folks around me! Seriously!!!
Like... I need to LOCATE THE SPIFF!
I have two parties to attend (MY SiS and My Cuz) and then I will cut myself off.
Probably cutting ppl off is not the answer to all of my solutions.

I Sense that maybe others are not the problem... probably it is me...
What if has always been me!?WTF!!!
Maybe i should cut myself off.
I feel that through all of my issues I am losing myself.
I feel as if I am imposing myself upon others.
I think I need to go into seclusion and come back Bigger and Better!
YES!
That is the answer!
(I am making this up as I go along!)
I need to FIND MYSELF!
BECAUSE!!! DEALING WITH FOOLISH FOLKS & MY FOOLISH SELF HAS DEFINITELY TAKEN A TOLL ON MY IDENTITY!
I HATE THIS SHIT!
I KNOW ME... WHY ISN'T MY SELF-ACTUALIZATION NOT ACTIVATING!???


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4 comments:

  1. Video Vix[o]nJanuary 2, 2009 at 4:39 PM

    aww man, i was thinking this same shit the other day.

    its like there's two parts to you; yourself then the you, on the outside, looking at yourself.

    you see all the things you're about on the outside, but when it comes to you actually changing them, its a different story. smh.

    well its a new year. though its shouldn't be an excuse to change, make it happen man... fo shizz my nizz.

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  2. zsamuraiJanuary 3, 2009 at 5:07 PM

    mannnn


    not goin give u messages in a bottle or a plan for ur s.o.s

    all i gotta say is

    its a new year and a fresh start.
    if u feeling this is the way to go.. do you.

    people might not like you for it but... they not u.
    if thas goin make u happy have a ball.

    =D spiff

    U CAN DO IT!!! <<<__[duece bigalow voice]__>>>

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  3. (vixenchick)January 5, 2009 at 7:41 PM

    yikes. sorry you're feeling so down. putting you on my prayer list.

    love you!
    ((((HUGS))))

    xoxo

    vixen

    p.s. please drop me a line to let me know you're ok.

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  4. UnknownJanuary 11, 2009 at 7:46 PM

    Thanks soo much....
    All the comments meant a lot...
    you all are my homies!!!
    I am fine now and will get better!
    thanks for the LOVE!
    HOMIES FOR LIFE! LOL!

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