Forgive, But Not Brought Up!

What it Dizzle Shizzles?

Aight here we go!

So I have been giving speeches about True Forgiveness.

I use to define forgiveness as feeling and taking a deep breath.

I related forgiveness to feeling as if a burden was taken away from me.

I related it to the soothing feeling after holding your breath for a long time.

I never really felt that that was what forgiveness.

I have been searching & searching for what is FORGIVENESS...

AND NOW I KNOW!!!!!

FEAST YOUR EYES FOLKS!

Forgiveness comes within...

To Forgive someone is to give them another chance, a clean-slate!

I have had a few people in my life I needed to forgive me and I needed to forgive them and sometimes I would wait for them to give in... But That is not MATURITY at all!

To "Forgive & Forget" is not HUMANELY possible.

We can't force ourselves to forget major issues in our lives'.

We must learn to forgive the people for what they have done and NEVER bring up the issues to the person we forgive.

Even if the person repeats the same issue up again.

TRUE, REAL TRUE FORGIVENESS is to give a clean slate and as much as you remember it, to NEVER bring up that topic again.

You must not Forget, in order to not end up in that situation from which the person needed to be forgiven, but you must remember to know how to deal with the situation.

Forgiveness is REAL and takes time! We MUST TRAIN ourselves to use this gift!

Goodnite!

Busy as MOFO!!!!!!!!

YERP FOLKS!
What it dizzle ShiZZLE?!
So your boy has def been SUPER-DUPER-UBER-BUSY!
I have had sooo much to do in such a little time!

But I am not even mad... I feel so blessed!
Seriously...
The Old me would have been COMPLAINING and BITCHIN' about all this SHit I gotta do!
But yo... It's a blessing to just have something to do!
NAH MEAN!

I am 20...going on 21... Most folks my age just go to movies, bowling and the same damn parties...

THAT SHIT GETS OLD!!!!
I know so Many people who ain't got SHIT to do...and when they find something to do...
It's nothing EVER NEW!
THEY JUST DO THE SAME SHIT!
like OLD PEOPLE!

I love trying and doing new things...
For example...this weekend I modeled!
I am still Syked about doing it...LOL!...
I would have Never done it if the girl I had a Crush on in Middle school was not there too!!!LOL!
And for those who don't know me... Most of the girls I know or like are "BAD MAMA JAMMA's"
* I will blog about her later*

But the show went well until one of these FLAMBUOYANT designers made all the guys strip and some had to wear metallic and gold tight skimpy ass short....

I was like, "HELL NO"
Mind you, I was the oldest one in there.... ALL THESE DAMN HIGHSCHOOL KIDS!
Mind you... I did not volunteer this, my friend BLACK MAILED and BEGGED me to do it cuz she hooked me up with some fly ass braids!... Whatever!
I did it... and it was a cool experience!
Will I do it again? HELL NO!

*Will blog about highschool kids later*

All I am saying is this past weekend.. I have...

• performed and posted it on youtube.
  
• created 3 different albums on facebook of three different events....
  
• went to 3 universities events in one day!
  
  

Next is suppose to be Miami...

But since I have only one life to live.... Lets add more places to hit up to my list!

WHEW!!!

YESIREEEEEEEEEE!!!

School is Almost over... Can I get a "AMEN??"

I am Def passing all my courses... "Can I get a "Hallelujah??"

And I am Graduating... Can I get a "PRAISE CLAP AND SHOUT!??"
Whew... I am Feeling Good..... And I knew that I would!

La Familia Fellow Bloggers and Bloggerista's... I Have not commented on sooo many blogs... But I have read every songle blog that everyone I know about has put up...
I usually do all my blog reading during my Film course... "Intro to Film" and "Writing Films"..

Both of those courses are back-to-back...
Did I mention that my Professor look just like... Wait Let me get a Drumroll pls???.........
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THE GUY FROM THE CLEAR-EYE'S COMMERCIAL!!!!

I kid you not.... This man is rather boring as well... That's why and where a "BRO" get's his reading ON!

Aight... moving along...
The topic for today is ... "Reuniting and it Feel So GOOD!"

Don't you feel relieved when drama comes to a halt!? I am happy that I have to not have a grudge or turmoil occur with me in it...
Sometimes we *(meaning the perfect ones...LOL) I have to take "the L...

We have to accept responsibility... I never meant to cause problems, but at the same time I did not know how to voice my personal problems... I think when ever you or me feel like there are too much ish occuring around us.... we must make ourselves guilty... Like Fully guilty tounderstand where we stand in this and all types of situations... We have to BLAME ourselves or even become the CULPRIT to truly have a wide understanding of any situations... To see what hand we played in all of the chaos occuring around us...

My words of wisdom! Who knew! WHAMMERS!