Heart-Broken.

This week I have been hurt.

I am HEART-BROKEN.

One of my bestest Friend and I had a fallen out that was fatal.

I rather not type anymore on the subject.

A major part of me being HEART-BROKEN, is due to the death of of my Boss, Friend, Granny & #1 Supporter!

I have not been able to grieve about her yet.

It actually did not hit me until today.

Even writing this I am choking up.

She died on Sunday from Cancer.

She fought long and hard.

She was such a loving woman.

She always encouraged me to strive for success and my education.

Even to the point where she told people she was my Grandma and I never disagreed.

I should have, would have and could have done a lot of things before her death...

But I am happy with the memory I have of her...

Last time I saw her was at my Bro's college Graduation.

Mrs. Sharon Graham!

I miss and love you, oh so MUCH!

I am happy you left us during your FAVORITE MONTH!

BLACK HISTORY MONTH!!!!

I use to love the knowledge she spat out!

I dedicate this posting to you!

Sincerely,

J. Spiff

This is a pic from the last time I saw her...

Such an inspiration...

The Raft is full... Or I am pushing PPL OFF!!!

Life is 'Full of Lessons' galore!

I have learned a ton this week alone.

I learned:

1. Blind is love. Love is blind

2. Ignorance is still bliss

3. Everybody can't come

My journey (or your journey) is yours...

I am always playing captain 'Save-A-Hoe'

When I need to be my NUMERO UNO priority!

Well this was a well-needed wake-up call!

I have always tried to pick up on the daily lessons God throws at me!

I seem to be catching them...

But 'Throwing It Back' is revealing I have learned and applied it to my life and that I am ready for the next one...

I seem to still have the ball in my hand!

That's an issue...

Grow SOME balls SPIFF!!!!!!

ARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Balls have grown!

Here I go.

I am ready for the next chapter and some new characters!

Slow Sangin' & Flower Bringing!

Sheesh... I have been M.I.A!!!!

Well.... I graduated and I am have a bachelors in Journalism & Media Studies with a Minor in Africana Studies.

Yay, I guess... Honestly I need a Masters for the simple fact I have ran into a lot of dumb ass Bachelor Holders.... I know... I seem rude as hell, but I like my efforts to be worth something... If Bachelor Degrees have gone down in value... Well I rather be

striving for the next best thing...

So let's fast-forward into my life.... I have 3 jobs with which I am in love with all of my positions and the Guap (YES MONEY) I am making... My pockets are at the buffet; F*&# Cheesecakes Nicki.. LOL!

I am grateful for the opportunities that have been presented to me.

I intend to get my Youtube page FINALLY poppin' now.

Short-Term goals:

1. Permit

2. Driving lessons

3. Driving tests

4. License

5. Reward myself with a mac and final cut pro!

6. Create my music catalog online

I hope that I can get majority of these completed by the end of May!

My dream check is $9000

And I intend on working with a major celeb or joining a major writing group.

P.S. I have given up singing until I am have dedicated 6 months to my vocal coach!

I am BACK!