Showing posts with label drive. Show all posts
Showing posts with label drive. Show all posts

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Eat that BOOK!

HOLA!
Yup! I am still here!
Time just seems to fly!
Time and I have never really gotten along!
But w/e!
I'm here now!

So... Unfortunately! I am in college for the summer
Not the whole summer but Summer-ONE.

It's the Summer that occurs like 2 or 3 weeks after spring semester ends!

Well that how it is at my school!
So yeah... I am taking 2 courses! YEESH!
One about the Middle Passge and the other about Movies & Plays.
Which one you think is more interesting?

WRONG!!!!

Actually both courses are equally interesting!
I know, weird!
But Ever Since I got to Rutgers I have felt like I have lost my drive and motivation to be educated!
I have been to 3 different schools in the past 4 years!

It has worn me out a little but I did lose my drive!
Now All of a sudden I am taking these 2 classes to whcich I have not even purchased the book for and have suddenly regained my drive to LEARN more! It's so weird! See, my bank account is sick right now... it's been ill for a couple of weeks now, so I just haven't dropped by to see it and I had to buy 3 books all together... SmH... So I decided to ask my cousin to pay for the book rental at CHEGG.com... which was about $60 for all 3 books for 30 days... But my cousin didn't get back to me until yesterday and I am already taking midterms... Mind you, the classes are a month long, So Since I haven't had the book I have been taking HELLA-NOTES in my "Middle Passgae course" and have been using Wikipedia and other internet sights to read plays and turn in my homework.

Let me TESTIFY real QUICK!
IN BOTH OF THE CLASSES! I have NO BOOKS!

I participate and know what i am talking about MORE THAN EVERYONE IN BOTH CLASSES!!!
It's Crazy yo!!!!
Your boy is a GENIUS!

Both Proffessor LOVE ME and I HAVE NO DAMN BOOK!
I hope I get a B or A on the their midterms yo!!!

You honestly don't need a book You need to learn how to listen and take all the notes you can HEAR! For real College is a BIG ASS MONEY MAKING SCAM!!!

I hope I taught SOMEBODY out their Something!
These professor change like 2 words in the course book and call it a new edition and raise the HELL out of the price! SCAM,SCAM,SCAM!!!!!! I AM UNTO YOU SCAMMERS!!!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

A Dream Deferred...SMH!



So at this point... I am LITERALLY "SHAKING MY HEAD!"

I am working Hard, but feeling like I am still standing still!

I need to MOVE!
Okay... So I went to the studio and brought one song that I wrote to life...

But the thing is... THERE ARE TO MANY THINGS ABOUT IT!
My friend who was originally on the song was unable to sing it... so...
I found another girl to sing it.... but she has TOO MUCH of a Gospel Background!

IDK!

It's to hard!
The First girl has already started on her own song & it sound BEAUTIFUL!
I am not even that mad that "Bluff-Boy" (the name if the track) is not perfect...
I am mad that i have not started any of MY SONGS!


The SONGS THAT I HAVE WRITTEN!
MY OWN MATERIAL!
I wrote "Bluff-Boy" to a track the producer produced and the first girl wrote a lil something-something also... So I can't even take Full Credit..

SMH!

I Feel Like I am Doing everyone a Favor!...
I NEED TO START WORKING ON MY OWN STUFF! ASAP!
I don't know how or when....

But this "Ican&Iwill" THEME is gonna make it happen!
WATCH ME!!!!!!!!!!!
You know what THIS IS MY DRIVE!
2 days ago I spoke with Great Scott & he GAVE ME THE BEST ADVICE!


He is MAD cool YO!
I have to WORK & FIGHT IN ORDER TO GET WHAT I WANT! I AM GOING TO DO SO! ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love this BLOGGIN' THING...it's giving me sooooo much DRIVE TO FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT!


WHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cody Chesnutt