Feeling ROBOTIC!

()()()=K!!!!!!!

Folks...

I have been reading other peoples blogs...

And I have found some evidence that may startle you ALL!

I noticed that some folks who use to hit up their BLOGS ASAP have all stopped or slowed down...

While others Update everyday or every hour...

Obviously!!! Some people ain't got SHIT to do but type all DAMN DAY!!!

LMAO!
SIKE... But for real... I will try my best to hit this up atleast 4x a WEEK!!!

It will be hard!

So lets get down to some new new -ish!

Aight... I was taking a Winter course for "Health" in order to graduate from this community college in Spring 2009...

It was a 10 day course that started the day after Christmas and ended on Jan. 6, 2009...

Yo I was sooo TIGHT I had to be up at 7:20 to get to a 9 a.m. course... BUT I GOT THE "A"!!!

I made mad friends and left an impression on the class... Everyone claimed that they were never gonna forget me and they all missed me.

Not to TOOT my OWN horn...

But This blog nor Myspace nor YOUTUBE does my personality any JUSTICE!

I love meeting new people...

And I have JOKES for days... Not the corny ones atleast!

I make people all around me feel comfortable... Sometimes to the point where people tell me a little TOO MUCH ...

But whatever!

Lastnite was my friends B-day party I threw for her!

Tell me why she got High and Drunk....

I have a load of Pics that if i post up she will MURDER ME, bring me back to life and Murder me again!

SHE... WAS.... WILDING!!! LMAO!
We were playing Flip Cup and some other drinking games!

& Mixing So much -ISH together!

That party was soo random and Hood-ish... idk...

I am soooo not HOOD!

But whatever..

My friend tries to not be hood, but has too many tendencies...

• like the smacking of her tongue before she makes a comment...


• or the pounding of her fist into her palm in a conversation


• or even saying things like "Ow know"... Instead of "I do not know" LMAO!

In all it was a great night!

UNTIL NEXT TIME!!!

SHIZZLE has FINALLY HIT THE FAN!

ER-KAY!


So I am blessed and thankful for another year.
But a state of Depression has definitely bestow upon me.
I created this blog for only entertainment purposes of events in my life.
Right now I am definitely not feeling what's going on in my life, besides my:

1. Health


2. Families Health


3. Shelther, Clothing and Food


4. REAL Friends and way more

I think that I need to disappear for a while... not from blogging,
But from the folks around me! Seriously!!!
Like... I need to LOCATE THE SPIFF!
I have two parties to attend (MY SiS and My Cuz) and then I will cut myself off.
Probably cutting ppl off is not the answer to all of my solutions.

I Sense that maybe others are not the problem... probably it is me...
What if has always been me!?WTF!!!
Maybe i should cut myself off.
I feel that through all of my issues I am losing myself.
I feel as if I am imposing myself upon others.
I think I need to go into seclusion and come back Bigger and Better!
YES!
That is the answer!
(I am making this up as I go along!)
I need to FIND MYSELF!
BECAUSE!!! DEALING WITH FOOLISH FOLKS & MY FOOLISH SELF HAS DEFINITELY TAKEN A TOLL ON MY IDENTITY!
I HATE THIS SHIT!
I KNOW ME... WHY ISN'T MY SELF-ACTUALIZATION NOT ACTIVATING!???

Fro- Epidemic!

Oh-oH-Oh-oH-KAY!!!!!!!!!!!

So...
Everyone is trying to STEAL MY FRO!
Seriously...
I know like.... I am not the FIRST person in life!
But SHIT!!!! it is my FRO!
MINE, I Tell YA!
From Kevin Michael, to Corbin Bleu... IDK!
I need to Copyright my FRO!
All I know is.... No one is rcoking the PART like I!!! WHAMMERS!
LMAO!
Actually I have always had a Fro ever since January of 2006... My Senior year of High school is when I started growing my hair... In September, my hair had gotten too long to stay UP!
So I took a gander at Ludacris picture on my wall and was truly inspired!
Anyways... Now I feel everyone is trying to steal my SHIZZLE! whatever!

I always seem to get the weirdest comments about my fro...
From old ppl to young ones.

Old Men give me comments like... "Back in the 70's I had my fro Just like yours... boy you taking me back!"

Old Women give me comments like... "OOO you got some THICK hair! You need to give me that hair so I can perm it and set it up in some Rollers!" (Okay...NOT!)

Young girls... "You got more hair then me; How you grow it?" .....smh (what type of question is that?)....Then I reply.... "I think real HARD!" DUMB ASS!

Young Guys... "Yo, your hair is Beastin'... How long you think it will take me to grown mine?"...smh once again!

The most RECENT weirdest comment that is still wrecking my brain today was when I was on the bus leaving class to go get a shape-up... Everytime I get on a bus... Everyone stares at me for about 45 seconds!....(in the words of Fat Joe) TRUE STORY! LMAO!

So this older, black lady come to the back door of the bus ready to get off... Mind you, I am standing by the back door...
Oh and ppl always randomly talk to me.... My mom says it is something about me that makes them feel comfortable...idk.
The woman said, "I saw you when you got on the bus... Woooo, you have a lot of hair... You got a Ear ring?"
I replied, "huh?... *(confused, i thought we were talking about my hair...lol)... No i don't have any?"
She said, "Well you have got to give me something, if not some hair!"...
at this point.... I WAS SOOOOOO LOST!.... whatever!...
As much as I am a hater ... Here are some pics of my Fav Fro's!
PEACERZ!

YO!!!! GUESS WHAT!!!!!?????

MMMM- KAY!
MMMM- KAY!
MMMM- KAY!
MMMM- KAY!








I am back for GOOD!!!
I have to give a Shout-OUT to my PEEPS!

1. iCandy... You hold me down all the TIME! THANK YOU HOMES!
   
2. Chinkii... We were made for one another....(reunited and it feels so good!)
3. Video Vixen... Dude you are totally INCOGNITO! ... But your advice is always on point!!!
4. Video Vix[o]n... Dude your films are inspirational to me... I am actually writing a script!!!
5. Andre... Dude...you need to write a book... It seems that we both attract crazy -ish!
6. Jaded... You are TOO Funny... And your advice makes a bro smile!
   
   All of you are AWESOME!!!!
   Thanks soo much!
   Last Nite I went to My Friends B-Day celebration at a Restaurant that had a LIVE band...

They were Freestyling to Mary J. Blige... And She called me to the stage... I RIPPED IT!!! I was so nervous... But your boy DID IT!... WHEW!


Okay Lets get to more pressing issues...
GHETTO-HOT MESS!!!

Many of my shows have gone on a HIATUS until January...
But many of my shows and some new ones have started...
I am no "E" reporter, but last time I remember...
This is my OWN DAMN BLOG!!!! AIGHT! LMAO!
[ My bad... I just had to get it out... LOL!]

Let's Start with Keyshia Cole... SMFH!!!
I liked her when she first came out, but when I got a whiff of her coming at Mary J.
I was done with her... umtil "I Remember," grabbed me in a HEADLOCK!
Her voice is getting much better and SHE IS SOOOOO SEXY TO ME!
But this damn show... Making BLACK PPL LOOK FOOLISH AS HELL!!!
Her mother runs around the house yelling "Holla, Code 10, Shut-up, Let go take a Mutha Fuckin' Drug test".....WTF!
I can't watch the show tooo LONG! For real... It reminds me of the one episode of the Boondocks when Huey decided to Tune into BET for a week... IT DRAINS THE HELL OUT OF YOU!
They all need to learn how speak intelligently... Keyshia Alrite with me, but her face expressions are WILD... I don't know whether or not to blame her or the ppl who edit the show!



Moving on... Brothers to Brutha!
All these FOOLS DO IS CRY!!!
I mean is it just me??? If you want to tune into Black males crying 24/7.... watch this disfunction! YEESH!
But their family have issues like every other and it's nice to see them come together.
The best thing about this show is....
THEY ALL SPEAK SOOOOO WELL!
Seriously... I think this show puts African American Folks in a better light... And is it just me... Or does their mother FAVOR a PLUMP version of Kimora Lee Simmons?



Last, But NOT LEAST!
The "BAD GIRLS CLUB" IS BIZACK!!!!!
For those of you who don't know about this show... It's like the only reality show touching "The Real World" or should I say certain Seasons of "The Real World!"
Its about putting 7 or 8 chicks in one house that claim to be SUPER BAD!
It's suppose to be psychological and indirect, becuase they are suppose to notice their negative ways in one another and want to change.
I agree with the procedure a little, because I know from personal experience, many ways i use to have that sucked.... when I use to be around ppl who had them it made me ill and made me change! So.... yeah!
Last Season it was the ish... I got some vids to show you last season When Tanisha and Lyric was arguing!!!...






This season is even better!

BLAH-ATTACK!!!

OOOOOOOOOO-QUE'!!!
So...
I am going to splurge on this blog.
I have nothing MAJOR to type about.
HOLD -UP!
Yes I do...
DANG I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL!!!
But I can't... Everything I put up here is like a very small Smidget of my life!
Even though I blog... my life is very PERSONAL!!!
No Offense... Just being real.
But... Let's just say... My bestest got a message about me being done with her.
STORY OF MY FRIGGIN LIFE! LOL!!!

I have been having some good things occur ever since we have been apart though.
It makes me think... Was she holding me back? I know I can't blame her for my faults, but DAMN! I don't want to blame myself... REAL TALK!
I am a virgo... Analytical as hell, Love perfection, Mean as hell, Say whatever comes to mind! And Conceited as all HELL!
Man. I don't know.

I am going to the studio tomorrow.
To allegedly record my voice on a track.
(hopefully)
I hate be the only singer who still has no recordings or raw material of my vocal ability.

This is not my best work (blog) but fuck it!
Just Jam out to Mary J.
This song makes me want parts of my life to be "A Dream"...

~MADNESS!~

Uh-KAY!

I have been inactive!

But DON'T YOU FEAR!!

The SpiFF is HERE!

So.... Ya'll ready for my crazy LIFE!

Oh God... Pls help me type all of this MADNESS! LMAO!
Aight...

So... I am going to tell you my issues from least to greatest...

Aight... Rena and I made up! Yes stop the applaud... I may get mad at her again and cut that ass off... (again)....I am F.O.S.(Full of Shit)

Ummm... What else, ummm...Idk..

I am gonna SKIP to Greatest ISH THAT OCCURED! LMAO!

LOL!

This is so RANDOM AND is......MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.

So I am in a choir in College or just joined it like 3 weeks ago.

After practice I had to get a song from the Director, so I followed him to his office.

This other Man who sings Bass (I sing tenor) was in his office.

{Sidebar} I overheard that he had a parole officer; which means he may be a ex-con! And also that he sings a 4 part harmony, which is singing Soprano, Alto, Tenor, and Bass or Baritone!

So....I was in the office and asked the GROWN Ex-con about his sing and High notes....

He was explaining to me about how he does it and the Stopped and was like...

"I don't mean to be disrespectful or try to be rude but... YOU ARE VERY SEXY!....Like I see you in practice all the time and you never caught my eye until now!"

...

...

... I was like, "oh...ummm...thanks..."then i stared at the ground for about 10 secs and changed the subject until the professor came and I was OUTTIE!

Man... I am SO NOT homophobic, but I was SO VERY uncomfortable... Like I have never experienced anything like this ever...

Also at my Cousins Party...I just remembered.... I was {allegedly} stalked by a white male who kept staring at my butt....wtf!

My bro, my cousin and Rena kept telling me that some White male was stalking me... Everytime I G-Checked his ass he was not looking....Whatever... I hope these events and future events don't make me homophobic!...

MADNESS I TELL YA!!!

MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Depression is a MO-FO!

oooooooooooo-kay!

So I am OFFICIALLY Beefing with myself...
Yes me.
Ususally... I have SO much common sense (lol)
That it scares me!
At this point of my life I am 20, and I have issues within me!
Here are my issues...
(ya'll ready?)
aight...

1. I am done with my Bestest... (she doesn't even know yet!)
   
2. I got a "D" on my College Math class Mid -term... (Which means I need all A's to keep a GPA of 3.7 and get a B in the course.)....smh
3. I am pregnant... (sike)... Well Duh I am a DUDE! WTF!
4. I got a Job, but all of a sudden I feel subconscious about spending money
5. I have been singing again, but suddenly was attack by two older dudes (who sexuality i question) about how I am not that good... when the public adores me!
6. I have written like over 5 new songs and have not completed none!
7. I feel like I have SOOOO Many kicks, but then I have None!
8. Allegedly, I have high Blood Pressure!

D.E.P.R.E.S.S.I.O.N..... SUCKS!!!!

I need advice and I need it NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!