So I am blessed and thankful for another year.
But a state of Depression has definitely bestow upon me.
I created this blog for only entertainment purposes of events in my life.
Right now I am definitely not feeling what's going on in my life, besides my:
- Health
- Families Health
- Shelther, Clothing and Food
- REAL Friends and way more
I think that I need to disappear for a while... not from blogging,
But from the folks around me! Seriously!!!
Like... I need to LOCATE THE SPIFF!
I have two parties to attend (MY SiS and My Cuz) and then I will cut myself off.
Probably cutting ppl off is not the answer to all of my solutions.
I Sense that maybe others are not the problem... probably it is me...
What if has always been me!?WTF!!!
Maybe i should cut myself off.
I feel that through all of my issues I am losing myself.
I feel as if I am imposing myself upon others.
I think I need to go into seclusion and come back Bigger and Better!
YES!
That is the answer!
(I am making this up as I go along!)
I need to FIND MYSELF!
BECAUSE!!! DEALING WITH FOOLISH FOLKS & MY FOOLISH SELF HAS DEFINITELY TAKEN A TOLL ON MY IDENTITY!
I HATE THIS SHIT!
I KNOW ME... WHY ISN'T MY SELF-ACTUALIZATION NOT ACTIVATING!???
4 comments:
aww man, i was thinking this same shit the other day.
its like there's two parts to you; yourself then the you, on the outside, looking at yourself.
you see all the things you're about on the outside, but when it comes to you actually changing them, its a different story. smh.
well its a new year. though its shouldn't be an excuse to change, make it happen man... fo shizz my nizz.
mannnn
not goin give u messages in a bottle or a plan for ur s.o.s
all i gotta say is
its a new year and a fresh start.
if u feeling this is the way to go.. do you.
people might not like you for it but... they not u.
if thas goin make u happy have a ball.
=D spiff
U CAN DO IT!!! <<<__[duece bigalow voice]__>>>
yikes. sorry you're feeling so down. putting you on my prayer list.
love you!
((((HUGS))))
xoxo
vixen
p.s. please drop me a line to let me know you're ok.
Thanks soo much....
All the comments meant a lot...
you all are my homies!!!
I am fine now and will get better!
thanks for the LOVE!
HOMIES FOR LIFE! LOL!
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