Busy as MOFO!!!!!!!!

YERP FOLKS!
What it dizzle ShiZZLE?!
So your boy has def been SUPER-DUPER-UBER-BUSY!
I have had sooo much to do in such a little time!

But I am not even mad... I feel so blessed!
Seriously...
The Old me would have been COMPLAINING and BITCHIN' about all this SHit I gotta do!
But yo... It's a blessing to just have something to do!
NAH MEAN!

I am 20...going on 21... Most folks my age just go to movies, bowling and the same damn parties...

THAT SHIT GETS OLD!!!!
I know so Many people who ain't got SHIT to do...and when they find something to do...
It's nothing EVER NEW!
THEY JUST DO THE SAME SHIT!
like OLD PEOPLE!

I love trying and doing new things...
For example...this weekend I modeled!
I am still Syked about doing it...LOL!...
I would have Never done it if the girl I had a Crush on in Middle school was not there too!!!LOL!
And for those who don't know me... Most of the girls I know or like are "BAD MAMA JAMMA's"
* I will blog about her later*

But the show went well until one of these FLAMBUOYANT designers made all the guys strip and some had to wear metallic and gold tight skimpy ass short....

I was like, "HELL NO"
Mind you, I was the oldest one in there.... ALL THESE DAMN HIGHSCHOOL KIDS!
Mind you... I did not volunteer this, my friend BLACK MAILED and BEGGED me to do it cuz she hooked me up with some fly ass braids!... Whatever!
I did it... and it was a cool experience!
Will I do it again? HELL NO!

*Will blog about highschool kids later*

All I am saying is this past weekend.. I have...

• performed and posted it on youtube.
  
• created 3 different albums on facebook of three different events....
  
• went to 3 universities events in one day!
  
  

Next is suppose to be Miami...

But since I have only one life to live.... Lets add more places to hit up to my list!

SpiFFster - "Faithful"

Yes I wrote it!!!!
Enjoy!...


P.S....The band just learned how to play it on the spot!

Mi Mejor Amiga!

YOOO!


What it do Blogzilla's and Blogzillo's!
This NEW NEW NEW ENTRY...
Is a Dedication!
To my Bestest, my SISTER, The one person I took for granted who I thought I could live without (temporarily) but missed her with all my HEART!

My OTHER-HALF!
The only person that understands me!
My Cha-Mo (in the words of Cisco- Kidd LOL!)

SHE IS...


The abs to my gut... lol!

The hispanic to my african... lol!

The Rapstress to my Vocalist...lmao!

The Pretty to my Spiffy!

The Ying to my Yang !!!!

The forgiver to my Obscene acts!

The Balance to my scale!

The Bally to my Sobriety! LMAO!

The 9th to my 10th!

The 11th to my 12th!

The Aunt who likes girls to my unborn (still thinking about whether or not do I want kids) Child!

The Leader to my Leader!

The Nike to My Kicks!

The Nostril to our Huge NOSES! LOL!
The Yanny to my Lamie!
The Chaka to my Angie (Kayma called my mom Angie Stone not ME! LOL!)
From Campus 9 outtakes to Just chilling eating Chinese food watching 106th park!
I miss you and def want us to be the BEST OF HOMIES NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS!


FUCK THE RULES... I LOVE YOU!!!! LMAO!

Personal President Résumé HERE!

YOOOO-KAY!

Hola Blogger's and Blogga's!

From my last blog... I am so happy that many good, and great things are ins tore for me!

But at the same time I am trying to take in all these great blessings and not JINKS them by complaining!

But YO!

I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT TO DO!

For real.. Okay BOOM!

One of my Homies has forced me to do a MODeling Show that was cool at first, but do you know how long it took me to learn to do a half-turn, without looking at my kicks, pull of a swagger walk and not lick my lips.... Yo whoever thought modeling was easy should recieve needs an UPPER-CUT!

Then on top of that, my choice for a college is fumbled by one college taking forever to get back to me!

Then on top of that... I have a trip planned for MIAMI! & I am trying to keep that SECURE! No One is gonna EFF- it up for me!

And on top of that... I am GRaduating in JUNE!

And on top of that I am trying to intern for a record company!

And On top of that... I am trying to complete a song in the Studio and the Producer is mad busy... My song is still incomplete!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????

I GOT MORE PROBLEMS THAN OBAMA!

I need my own personal PRESIDENT!

Yikes!

Spiff-kay!

Hola Ladies and Gents!?

What it do!?

PPL! My life is turning interesting a little too quickly LOL!

Seriously...

Okay.. Lets Just say that this BRO GOT into a TOP COLLEGE!

YESIRREE!

Paid and all... I guess that's what GREAT Grades and Honor Society (GEEK-ish) Get you!

I forsee all A's and one B... Who Knows :SHRUGS:!

Anyways...

New BIG school means new people, means new girls, girls, girls, girls, GIRLS I DO ADORE!

FUCK THE FRIEND STATUS!

I needs MINE! ( Drops the MIC!... Poetic audience Snaps echo the stadium!) HA!

Nah, but I can't wait... i been through too much at this community shitty place that has affected relationships that may not be able to mend... But everyone needs a second chance and a NEWNEWNEW BEGININNG!

I get to do one of my favorite thing.... MEET NEW PPL!

I LOVE MEETING NEW PPL!.... In person that is!... New ppl bring forth new personalities, new humor, new places, new experiences, and new futures.... I CAN'T wait... I am kinda not looking for a entire new cast of homies... But then I am ... I need some FRESH FACES!

I have been through too much SHIT to not be able to LEARN and move the HELL ON!... With that I will Also conquer NY!... YES... This new school work well with NY!... I love the BENEFITS!

CAN'T WAIT!... My DREAM had on been defered... But it's still MY DREAM!

PEACE OUT SUCKAS!

CONTROL-FREAK/JUDGEMENTAL/SARCASM!

Yoooooo-OKAY!

Hey Blogger's and Bloggerista's!!!

To explain my title.... It has come to my understanding that ppl feel the NEED to tell me about myself L:ATELY!!! (clearing my throat)...you know who you are!

Yes... This bum in my school told me that I was negative...

Mind you... Dude is a LOSER-BEYOND -LOSER!!!

Now I know have a couple disorders, but who doesn't!

I know that I am...

• Judgemental ... Judging someone is in our nature... when you first meet someone you have your subconscious thoughts... But voicing the judgement out-loud or to someone is (in a high pitch Mr. Borown fron Tyler Perry plays) JACKED UP! I just wait to get to know you a little better until you start asking me about my Opinion on your personal life and I give you the BRUTAL Honest truth...(Insider:Random/ all ppl feel the need to discuss their personal life with me all the time)... But I can't help I am real... I don't mean to hurt ppl or make them feel that I am RIGHTEOUS... When I am NOT! I am far from perfect... TOO FAR! I do not believe I am better and refrain from discussing my personal life to not be judged by others! I wish ppl could see or understand that!


• Sarcasm ... I think it is the best part of my personality... When ppl meet me, I like for everyone to feel comfortable and happy... For example, meeting a sexy girl for the first time... I may lie to them about recognizing them from school when I have never met them at all... Draw them in on the converstaion, then tell them the truth and they notice that I am outgoing, I have a lovely personality and a sense of humor! Sometimes my sarcasm is expressing truth and ppl still think I am joking... SMH!


• Control-Freak ... This is the part of me that I hate... I hate trying to control ppl... I hate that ppl don't see or notice that this is something that I am struggling and trying to fight... I hate this charateristic... I don't run into prolems with folks i have just met or my intial peeps ... Only people who are REALLY CLOSE to me is where the problems lie... I want to fix it... I am just so use to having things my way or NO WAY!... I HATE THAT SIDE OF ME SOOOOO MUCH!!!

I think we all have sides of our personalities we love, we hate, and we can't control... the only thing we all can do is struggle to be better for tomorrow!