M.I.A. & No Shame!

Yup Folks...

I am guilty of of treating my blog like a STEP CHILD!!!

I am the WORST PARENT EVER BLAH BLAH BLAHHHHH!!!!!

But Never Fear... I am back "Allegedly"...

I initially started this blog to help me release, but got caught up in

catering to readers...SMH!!!

I think I have lost soo many followers and probably got kicked off many

of the followers pages too!

Oh Well...

I need to treat my page As it suppose to be treated! FOR ME AND ME ONLY!

I Don't care about catering... It took the fun out of blogging and made it a job!

I need to go back to talking about what I want!

Like School!...

I am graduating this coming Spring!

You can all hold your applauses or continue.. It doesn't matter!

But trying to close fall Semester is a DAMN killer!

I have a 15 to 20 page paper to type... That is not even an issue...

The issue is I keep on telling ppl and worrying about it.. When i should just shut up already and start the damn paper! I am becoming LAZY by the minute, which is a major sign that I NEED to EXIT SCHOOL ASAP!... Before FLUNK OUT!... I doubt that would ever happen, but DAMN! I can't take Homework and lectures anymore!!!

I need to start in my profession!

I am now in search of an internship for the summer in the Music industry!

Honestly I need some prayers for me to FOCUS and complete things I START!

Thanks & PEACE FOLKS!

Famous-Amos!!!

Yup... I have MADE-IT!!!
But Not quite! lol

ON RUTGERS CAMPUS!!!
I am FAMOUS! "Allegedly!"

I broke into their LEGENDARY NEWSPAPER! FRONTPAGE!

I thought was for political-ish and FOOTBALL-ONLY!!!

But your boy...SPIFFSTAR!!!!

MADE IT !

I couldn't believe it...

Now ya'll I did not really have a hook-up... and I believed that my pic was gonna be SUPER SMALL!

But I MADE IT!!!!

As a singer/songwriter...

I was AMP'D!!!!

I had performed twice on campus my 2 famous songs..."FaithFul" and "Matinee" at 2 different events... THE FRESHMEN HAVE GOTTEN A WHIFF OF ME!!!

In one of my lecture hall classes... These 3 girls told me they loved my performance and how they looked all over the net for the song I sang and I told them i wrote it and it was not up there... they were shocked and asked me to give them a sample...right then and there... AND MY NO SHAME SELF DID!... ADN THEY STARTED TO SCREAM!!!! I have GROUPIES!!!! Who would have thought.... My MIXTAPE IS TAKING LONGER THAN USUAL! BUT SHOULD BE OUT SOON!!!!!

P.S. I made up with someone special in my life... till next time!

YIKES!!! I need a BREAK!

Okay My BAD!!!!

I have been M.I.A...

It's been kinda BUSY BUSY BUSY around me!!!

Ok... I have been so OVERWHELMED!!!!
You know, the "Yes SYNDROME!" YUP!

I have been affected by it!

It has been a bit difficult to use!!!

Every time I turn around my phone has been ringing OFF OF THE HOOK!

I have no time to myself!

Seriously!

I have decided to put my phone on a permanent SILENCE until! FRIDAY!

I really don'worry about my well t want to be bothered with anyone!

I mean I will still be on my Twitter game but... I need "ME-TIME"

I Need to stay focused in my last final year of school & get my life together!

I am Spiritually-Weak & Physically-slacking!

My cardio-game is on point, but my eating habits are out of control!

I need a Balance...

We all need to pull back whenever we feel overwhelmed...

I am honestly am not trying to hurt my friends or make it seem like I am DONE with them, but I am not a damn clown... I need to relax!

And worry about my well-being...

Thanks for being understanding...

Peace

NO Titles??? U TRIPPING!

Yo FOLKS!

Aight...

This Post is about people who try to gives as to

why not having titles in their relationship should not exist!

LOOK IF YOU WANT TO NOT HAVE A TITLE SO BE IT!

BUT DON'T THINK THAT YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS THE BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE's!

Title's are only as big as you make it... meaning...

People have issues and insecurities.

Boyfriend and Girlfriend Titles make it clear for Courtship and a time to test out your loyalty!

If you know you can't handle being in a relationship...THEN DON'T!!!!

Honestly why do people let others control them???

What happen to self-respect!?

You want to be out there dating... Then do so?

If you want to have sex... No that RARELY strings are not attached!!!

LETS GET IT TOGETHER!!!

No titles seems FISHY!!!

If your insignificant other does not want a title MAN-UP or BE A WOMAN and tell them TO GET THE HELL OUT OF YOUR FACE WITH THAT SHIT!!!!

For Real!!! Don't agree to Dumb Shit!!!

In the end you gonna be hurt!!

If you are not in a relationship, then don't you think it gives them room to cheat and have fun, while you trying to prove to them you are loyal!....

Are you kidding me????

SMH!!!!

RUNNN! Its the "Fat Shirt SYNDROME!!!"

HEY FOLKS!

Okay is it just me or has anyone ever had the "Fat Shirt Syndrome?"

Well I sometimes have the "Fat Shirt Syndrome!" SMH!

Wait, before you all take Jabs at me about being Delusional and in Denial!

LET Me first say that the "FAT SHIRT SYNDROME" does exist!

What?... You never heard of it?

Well let me explain!

And After I explain what it is , I will explain to you how it affects people of all sizes!

Ok...

Don't you all know about that T-Shirt or Button-Up we all have that just makes our body look perfect.

Every time you rock that type of shirt you get compliments like, "looking good" or "did you lose some weight?" or "Someones been working out"!

OH HOW I LOVE THOSE COMPLIMENTS!!!!

And from the same mouths choose a less flattering shirt and hear "Someone's been eating late" or " Are you pregnant?" or "Can I rub Your Buddha-belly?"

"You Mother" is usually how I respond to those comments!

But Fat Shirt Syndrome is having any type of clothing that just makes your body look bulky and awkward. You probably was rushing in the store and never tried it on or just like the color scheme, but when you wore it a whole bunch of insecurities entered you and you are constantly adjusting it to try to appease the appearance of it on you.

We try to reserve Fat Shirts for our house clothes because usually they are much comfortable, but most times we find ourselves running out the house on an errand in them and receive horrible comments from all the people who know you! SMH!

We need to go shopping folks and take our times... MY NAKED BODY AIN'T FAT!!!!

It's that DAMN SHIRT!!!! GOSH!

Forgive, But Not Brought Up!

What it Dizzle Shizzles?

Aight here we go!

So I have been giving speeches about True Forgiveness.

I use to define forgiveness as feeling and taking a deep breath.

I related forgiveness to feeling as if a burden was taken away from me.

I related it to the soothing feeling after holding your breath for a long time.

I never really felt that that was what forgiveness.

I have been searching & searching for what is FORGIVENESS...

AND NOW I KNOW!!!!!

FEAST YOUR EYES FOLKS!

Forgiveness comes within...

To Forgive someone is to give them another chance, a clean-slate!

I have had a few people in my life I needed to forgive me and I needed to forgive them and sometimes I would wait for them to give in... But That is not MATURITY at all!

To "Forgive & Forget" is not HUMANELY possible.

We can't force ourselves to forget major issues in our lives'.

We must learn to forgive the people for what they have done and NEVER bring up the issues to the person we forgive.

Even if the person repeats the same issue up again.

TRUE, REAL TRUE FORGIVENESS is to give a clean slate and as much as you remember it, to NEVER bring up that topic again.

You must not Forget, in order to not end up in that situation from which the person needed to be forgiven, but you must remember to know how to deal with the situation.

Forgiveness is REAL and takes time! We MUST TRAIN ourselves to use this gift!

Goodnite!

Women, Do you really know your worth?

Whats up?

I have been keeping my blog focused on Me ONLY!

And I would like to change it up...

I am a very insightful person and I would like to share some discussion my Friends and I have on the daily basis!

I think this will help me keep up with Updating My ISH!

Alrite Here we go?

I have noticed that many of my Female Friends go-out with SUCKERS, LAMES, LOSERS to the "T"!!!!!!!!!!!

SMH!

& then they claim they are in LOVE with them!!!!

My thing is...

You can Love who you want to LOVE...

But at the same time Women should know their WORTH.

Not Be in a relationship because all their friend or Frenemies are in relationships... STOP RUSHING INTO TEMPORARY RELATIONS!

For example, Majority of the ppl I Hang with are the most creative, intelligent and driven folks ever!

I love my group of friends!

The females with that group are all worth having high standards with choosing the right guys, but usually never do.

I feel like women don't know their worth!

They deserve someone that is Educated, with common sense, that APPRECIATES them. yet they seem to find the players and lame folks all the time!!!

Then complain about dating the same type of LOSERS!

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT:

IF YOU FEEL YOU ARE NOT MAKING ANY PROGRESS WHEN IT COMES TO THE FOLKS YOU DATE...Which could be partying, bowling, movies, etc....

THEN YOU MUST SWITCH UP THE PLACES YOU FREQUENT! DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously...How about look in the library, starbucks, or the place of business you would want to date someone at... For example: If you want to date a guy that is consistent with a good job, maybe you should wait for the garbage men to come in the morning before you take the trash out to see if you can holla at someone or go to little businesses such as a local bank or supermarket to see if they are any TAKERS!..

SERIOUSLY!

Women Stop settling for anything and stop waiting for ppl to come to you, cuz you might attract the LAMES!... Go search and be PROUD!

THE END!

Eat that BOOK!

HOLA!

Yup! I am still here!

Time just seems to fly!

Time and I have never really gotten along!

But w/e!

I'm here now!

So... Unfortunately! I am in college for the summer

Not the whole summer but Summer-ONE.

It's the Summer that occurs like 2 or 3 weeks after spring semester ends!

Well that how it is at my school!

So yeah... I am taking 2 courses! YEESH!

One about the Middle Passge and the other about Movies & Plays.

Which one you think is more interesting?

WRONG!!!!

Actually both courses are equally interesting!

I know, weird!

But Ever Since I got to Rutgers I have felt like I have lost my drive and motivation to be educated!

I have been to 3 different schools in the past 4 years!

It has worn me out a little but I did lose my drive!

Now All of a sudden I am taking these 2 classes to whcich I have not even purchased the book for and have suddenly regained my drive to LEARN more! It's so weird! See, my bank account is sick right now... it's been ill for a couple of weeks now, so I just haven't dropped by to see it and I had to buy 3 books all together... SmH... So I decided to ask my cousin to pay for the book rental at CHEGG.com... which was about $60 for all 3 books for 30 days... But my cousin didn't get back to me until yesterday and I am already taking midterms... Mind you, the classes are a month long, So Since I haven't had the book I have been taking HELLA-NOTES in my "Middle Passgae course" and have been using Wikipedia and other internet sights to read plays and turn in my homework.

Let me TESTIFY real QUICK!

IN BOTH OF THE CLASSES! I have NO BOOKS!

I participate and know what i am talking about MORE THAN EVERYONE IN BOTH CLASSES!!!

It's Crazy yo!!!!

Your boy is a GENIUS!

Both Proffessor LOVE ME and I HAVE NO DAMN BOOK!

I hope I get a B or A on the their midterms yo!!!

You honestly don't need a book You need to learn how to listen and take all the notes you can HEAR! For real College is a BIG ASS MONEY MAKING SCAM!!!

I hope I taught SOMEBODY out their Something!

These professor change like 2 words in the course book and call it a new edition and raise the HELL out of the price! SCAM,SCAM,SCAM!!!!!! I AM UNTO YOU SCAMMERS!!!

RESPECT vs. DISRESPECT...

What It Do FOLKS!!!?

So I was wondering...

If your were disrespected

Just a bit... Is it not Disrespect still?

And if you have not been

disrespected does that mean you are

being respected?

SMH!!!

So my one of my OTHER cousins were disrespected by a boy

And this is one of my cousins that is always telling ppl OFF!

Even ppl who don't deserve it... So at the time she was

SUPPOSEDLY... suppose to tell this boy to whom she was "talking to"

OFF... She didn't..

She said, "she didn't feel disrespected to the point"..

But isn't Disrespect....Direspect..... Fuck the point, periods, and astericks!

IDK!

then on top of that... if she didn't feel disrespected ....then was she respected???

The boy told her OFF and she did nothing..... he wanted her to go to his house and she declined....

IDk... What you all think?

1 Barber, 2 Barber, 3 Barber- NOOO!

Yo What's Great Folks!?

So... you know how I have the GREATEST MIND EVER!

I have came up with a new plan to save me time!

And my DIMES!

Look at me rhyming!!!

I could create a jingle... mabye even earn myself some Nickels!

YIKES I am becoming corny by the second...SMH! LMAO!

Nah but seriously..

I have gone through so many different barbers!!

I mean it's ridiculous!!!

My last BARBER was the BEST ONE!

All I get is Shape-ups (not even thingking about touching the FRO!)... So he use to clean me up in 5 mins top all the time...

I would walk in and their be a line&

He would let me cut the line because all I needed was a Measley SHAPE-UP!

& not plain, corny ones

Different, FLY, Quick shape-ups for $5-$7 bucks... like it was the best!

Tell me why this sucka DISAPPEARED!

His shop is always closed! I can't find his ASS!!!

I treat my barbers like my beef pattie spot...

I can't just be trying all type all WILLY-NILLY!

Nah I need a consistent Spot!...

So From now on I have decided to...

DO MY OWN SHAPE-UP's!!!

I mean who better to trust then myself!

I am nice with the clippers too... especially on myself!

I always do it in a jam.... so i have declared myself...a BARBER!

LOL!

Right now I am rocking my latest design called, "The Wolverine"

SOMEBODY STOP ME!!!! LMAO!!!!

Being Broke Ain't No DAMN Joke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup/Yup!

Right now I am on the Parent Fund!

SMH!!!! Cuz that money ain't

guaranteed!

But I have been looking folks!

I have a job waiting for me at the same

summer camp I have been working at for 8 years!

I REFUSE to go back!

I don't like working with kids!!!

They get on my LAST NERVE!

So I found new job opportunities & come Next monday

I should have a new J.O.B.!!!!

I can't wait!

My pockets have too much LINT in them!

Time to get's Paid & get's PAID NOW!!!!

Ya'Heard!

LMAO! I feel all country and SHIT!

Scared money don't make no money!

For this summer o pop off well my pockets need GUAP!

Pray for me!

Where Have I been??!

NO!!!

Where have you been? lol

SIKE!

DAMN! it's been a minute!

Well Blame it on Finals!!!

I am FINALLY home! YUPYUP!

I shamelessly had an audition for a tv show on Bravo

for songwriters and I went my my bro and my cousin!

It was not a good look!

Tell me how i went to the wrong audition! SMH!

I ended up at Bravo's Fashion Show audition!

I was SOOOOO HEATED!!!!

So one of the casting directors told me I was at the wrong address..

So I raced from 452 W something all the to 61st

I gave the damn METROCARD MACHINES all my MONEY!

SMH..

I was too late and they told me to apply on youtube....and I did today! SMH!

So but they claimed it ended at 12 noon...and i sent my vid at 4pm blurry and all! SMH!

It's now up to God if i should be exposed on a reality show!

IDK folks!

YIKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Could my dream to be a songwriter come true???

I think soo...

FOLKS!!!!

I am about to make a

MAJOR

move into the Right DIRECTION!!!

Lets just say....

A brother is about to

"SIGN THESE PAPERS!!!"- Usher

Yooooooo!

I am a tad bit afraid!!!!

It's kinda nerve wrecking!

My cousin just passed the bar & my Unlce is a Lawyer...

They are going to REVIEW IT ALL!!!

I can't wait!!! The Industry don't know ..."I AM CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Some folks are getting to know me on twitter thats in the industry...

So I am going in with some homies!

Yo! I am Praying about it!!! I need GOD by My side or I am not going in at all!!!

Wish me luck FOLKS! LOL!

Whew!!!

Last Night was Mess...

All I am going to say I felt GOOD!

Too good!!!

No lies... It was awesome !

To other ppl I was out of it... but I knew what it was

The think about it is that ppl caught me slipping

That i don't get down with, but it is what it is

I LOVE COLLEGE!

I could have discovered this in High School, but I was a goody2shoes!

Oh Well Last nite I took a long walk that was amazing &

walked right in to drama when All i was FEENING for was a blueberry muffin

and white hot chocolate from Dunkin Donuts! SMH!!!!

Yo LAST NITE WAS CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!

Go to Sleep in a COFFIN!!!

YERP! Blog LIFE!

Last Week was my Spring Break!

& Let's just say I HAD A BLAST!

MY Gospel Choir Planned a Trip to go on a tour!

So we went to Myrtle Beach, ATL, Philly, V.A., M.D., & N.C.!

It was Madness on a bus with 46 Students in a bus!

Of Course I had Jokes from the beginning till the end!

We went to Cascade from ATL the movie..

Myrtle Beach itself, bowling, movies, lazer tag, nursing homes, couple churches

& basically created a tighter bond after all the unnecessary drama!

IT WAS TOOO MUCH FUN!

I just completed all my assignments, tests, and papers that was due on this week

after spring-break vacation and I am feeling MIGHTY GRAND!

My bank accounts looking good and everything seems to be going RIGHT!

Now What I need to do is HOP IN THAT GYM!!! YIKES!

I was looking through my Spring break pics on Facebook and I was like

"Who is that Round person???"

Sadly, it was me!

Yup My roommate calls it the "Buddha Belly"

I can't believe I let myself go like this!

I actually think it is FUNNY!

But I need to lose 20lbs ASAP!

I got a huge Decision to make about my career this week!

YUP YUP! ... I am suppose to be writing for a Major artist!

And Recording my own songs... So this "Buddha Belly" need to INFLATE! ASAP!

YIKES!

Gig After Gig/ New Rip-Slogan!!!

Dang!
Where have i been you ask?
MINDING MY DAMN BUSINESS!!
LMAO!
Nah but yoooo... "I have been around uh huh, uh huh
I've Been around the world" - MA$E
I have been entering contests on campus and performing
For all types of Gigs here & there...
Yup I have been stretching myself to get my name out there!
SMH!!!
It's tiring, but I've seem to have done the Damn thing!
One contest I place 2nd... Another I placed 3rd...
Who ever said i wasn't talented.... GOODNITE!
FYI: there are MANY MANY MANY singers in these competitions...
Well atleast the 2nd place one that I won!
YAY for me!
Anyways...
through some rtecent events in my life... I have INVENTED the greatest Rip-Slogan! YET!
DEFINE: Rip Slogan- a term, dance, or song you do after you crack jokes on someone...
"MURDA-MURDA-MA-MURDA-MURDA-MA-MURDA-MURDA!!!!!"
With a lil dance too....
Directions: Make your fingers look like hand guns and rotate them in parallel like a reggae jam in the 90's!
and UREKA!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy Julez Santana- Welcome to Jamrock (Remix)
This was my ish in highschool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!

So What it do Bloggin' Fam!!!!?

So tell me why this week has been full of MADNESS!

I have been performing Day-In&Day-Out!!!!

Literally every day this Past Week!

SMH!!!!

My Song " Matinee" took off!...

& then my last performance of it #failed!

AAAAARGH!!!!

It's all good!

Yo... I have also been obsessed w/ sweatshirts lately!

Idk maybe because of the winter!

What else has been going on in my life?...

All My Professors are obsessed with me! (as always)

mmm..

I have been praying&talking to God alot lately!

Every time I pray it seems like I am in a Better Place!

What else... Right now I am watching, "I love yo, Man"

& sipping on a caprisun w/ funyuns!

i have a test tomorrow that I have no idea what it is about..

I am about to go take a show and hit the computer lab for an intense study session!

Wish my good luck!

PEACERZ!

Digression Session/ Ooooh You #jealous!!!

So... I am Still Alive!
Yup Yup!
For those who don't know... I am a TWitter-HEad: @Mrspiffster
All Day& Everyday!
So here it is folks...Today i was sooo Sick!
I missed my first class, which is Music theory.... which I HATE!
Digression Session:

• My Professor looks young, but is old. He has shoulder length hair and always wears it in a ponytail, because he has a HUGE bald spot in the center of his DOME. He wears khaki pants every single day, that look like they were made for short people. YES HE IS MAD SHORT! He gets on my nerves because he teaches for the student who know music (BAND GEEKS!!!)... My music knowledge contains F.A.C.E and Every Good Boy Does Fine.... I really feel like I am being taught a new language in his course all the time... SMH! I hate that I look confused as others do and he still teaches.. WTF... Imma speak up NOW!... I was trying not too.. smh! I use that class time to tweet anyways..

But I Digress... LOL!
I was sooo ill with a non-stop running nose, sneezing, death-cough and weaak body to attend the class that is literally 15 steps from my dorm...
I finally got up around 2:30 and took a shower and got ready for my 4:30 class, News Reporting & Writing.
Digression Session:

• I like the class because the professor is cool. He is old, but wants everyone to be a journalist and keeps the class interesting. He made us all o to Municipal Court of any city in NJ to basically watch old folks in the neighborhood argue with council members about bullshit... It basically was like watching immature folks argue... Jerry Springer LIVE BABY!

But I digress.. #AGAIN!

In the middle of a quiz session he asked me, How I was doing & I replied," Not well, I am sick"... Shocked& concerned about his BEST student who keeps the course sooo interesting. He told me to go home and recover....

I did not argue at all! I grabbed all my SHIT... and thanked him while I left.

He also added that he would grant me full credit!!

See it pays to have the PRofessor acknowledge & like you!

WHAMMERS!
My classmates and Floor- Mates of my DORM are Jealous as HELL!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAAA!

Winter vacation is OVER!? Nooooo!

Damn it was too good to be true!!!!!!
WEll I had TOOOOO MUCH FUN!
BEST BREAK EVER!
Every nite I had something to do!
A dream come true!
I promised you all MORE pics & here they are!
Time for school!
Right now its 2:53 a.m.
I am suppose to be sleeping, but had to post this entry befor eI am back on campus...
I may be M.I.A.... But pls pray for me & my Macbook to unite! before March! LOL!
When it does.... I will post a new BLOg every SINGLE DAY! lol!
I would tell you all that went done in the pics..... but it would be toooo LONG! ....
Ceate your own story folks! lol!
PEACE!